(no subject) @ 01:53 am
I stole this idea from Laura. Post Secrets for my characters. I might make postcards at some point. I don't have as many characters as I thought, and like...excuse the fact that I did wayyyyyy too many for Alyssa, and I know they all sound similar, but I needed to do them seperately for each verse. Well, 6/13? ...anyway. I also didn't make anything up for this, and anything here already existed in my head, or on paper somewhere.
Alyssa(Canon): I wasn't that scared the night I found out. I wasn't scared when I went to tell you. I wasn't scared until I realized that you weren't going to marry me, and we weren't going to have a little house with a fence and a baby like in the dream I'd had. I'm always going to hate you, but I'll never stop wondering why I couldn't have what she has.
Alyssa(AU): He was my best friend. You'll never understand and I've never expected you to. But all I ever wanted was for you to wish that you did.
Alyssa(New Angst): Just because I hated you, didn't mean I stopped loving you. By the time I realized it, I already hated you for dying again.
Alyssa(Berkeley AU): If you acknowledged how much happier I am here, I wouldn't mind coming home. It's more than you that I'm missing out on.
Alyssa(That AU of SB where Alyssa has an abortion.): It's not that I didn't have to do it that hurts the most, it's that I didn't have to tell you, and I did.
Alyssa(Crazy Verse): Nothing has ever scared me more than the thought that you were capable of what he did. I would rather you were still dead than anything like him.
OH LOOK OTHER PEOPLE! DIDN'T KNOW I COULD DO THAT, DIDJA?
Emma: I wish she'd been placed with someone else. It seems perfect, but seeing her with someone else hurts more than it would not seeing her at all.
Nathan: For as much as I try to protect all of them, he's the one it would kill me to see hurt. ((That's so not clear at all because I think I've only even played Nathan at the intervention. Them are the girls, he's Joey. Nathan's the oldest in his family, and of all his cousins and he's always really protective of all the girls, especially his sister and the really young ones[Emily, Tessa, Lily], and he's a jerk to Joey. But he probably cares about Joey more than anyone else but Violet and Peyton.]))
Marissa: I love you, but I don't know if I'm more worried I'm a phase for you, or that you're one for me.
Holden: I think I love him. No, I know I do. But I know how this has to end, and if I tell him it's more than a test, I'll end up hurting him.
Carter: If anything happens to him, I'll never forgive them. If anything happens to her, I'll never forgive myself.
Audrey: When he's gone, I think about going out with someone from school just so I can go out with my friends and their perfect boyfriends. I don't think I could ever do it without hating myself.
Cassie: I only did it to convince myself that I wasn't in love with him. It didn't work.
...done being ridiculous for the night.